15 September 2006

what an awful, awful day

Today has been a wretched day.

I don't even have the luxury of contemplating suicide, as I have four people who depend solely on me for their lives. I won't leave them. So don't worry.

And I'd like to say that no, this isn't a cry for attention. I just feel like crap. This is where I vent. There.

I am going to go cry a million tears I thought I was done crying.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Suicide doesn't help even if you ARE all alone. There's always someone who cares about you, and would weep at your passing.

In Hound of the Baskervilles, Watson delivers this memorable epithet: "Evil indeed is the man who has not one woman to mourn him." No matter how bad you're feeling, there's always someone who's glad you're alive, someone who delights in your presence.

Anonymous said...

If my care pack has arrived, get your present out and read it over and over again.

If it hasn't, hang on until it does then rinse and repeat the above.

You are not alone, there are people here who will help you get thought this

Devout Hypocrite said...

Bela, No package yet. But I'll keep an eye out! You've given me something to look forward to...I think. It's coming from Australia, so does that mean there's beer inside?

Anonymous said...

Crap I knew I forgot something... educational toys for the smalls - check ; stuff plastered with Australian flags and logos and stuff that no Aussie would ever use - check; cheer up gift - check; beer - .... well, it was good beer if thats a comforting thought?